Entry 1

Crap.  Where do I start?  Seriously.
Ok.  Let's start with the fact that I am almost 24, I have no boyfriend and a shitty job.  The shitty job is definitely my fault.  I went to work for my step-father when I was just out of high school and now I make too much here in order to find another job that I qualify for in this fucking awful economy. 
The no boyfriend thing is my fault too.  I broke up with him a year ago.  No, I dont miss him.  I miss the idea of him.  I miss having a boyfriend, not him in particular.  Thats why I havent gone after him.
I love to read. It is a great past time of mine.  I read in order to escape my pretty boring life. I read all sorts of stuff.  Except history books and biographies.  Yuck. I even like M/M books.  They are hot. I like M/F romance, fantasy, young adult.  They are all awesome.
The one thing I am extremely proud about in my life is the friends I've got.  My bestie (A) is absolutely awesome.  She is there for me when no one else is.  She is tough on me when she thinks she knows best.  And is always there for me even if I fuck up.  Shes awesome.
My good friend (R) is something else.  She is so damn stubborn its crazy and shes with a shitty boyfriend.  One she is currently moving in with.  Ugh, why do this to youtself honey? I know you want to get out, but COME ON!
Anyway, in a nut shell, THAT'S ME!